Welp, we are all working on something these days. There’s a lot of light being poured in right now, and our bodies are working overtime to clear density out to make space for all that light.
I am focused on healing my physical body (frozen shoulder!) and my emotional body. After a year of cancer healing using all types of modalities (including Western medicine, which I didn’t love doing), I am in the depths of processing and accepting what I’ve been through.
For me, I have always prided myself on being strong and self-sufficient. Getting this life-threatening condition was something that I didn’t think was ever possible for me, as I have always been so healthy. Maybe it was arrogance, maybe it was naivete. Either way, I realized that I have been blaming myself for getting sick! And that hasn’t been helpful.
When I closed my eyes, I noticed inner child was sad about all this. So, I have been giving her comfort and reassuring her that it wasn’t her fault. That she was doing the best she could… and that now I’m learning to care for myself more, to rest more, to do things for no particular purpose at all (that Type A personality of mine is hanging on for dear life).
Healing also takes time. I have been doing my best to give myself grace in this…. My eagerness to return to being of service has been slowed down by this shoulder injury (requiring physical therapy, massage, acupuncture, etc, etc… lots of appointments, let’s say). Yet, this has been good for me. I’m continuing to learn to receive help in many forms, which doesn’t come naturally for me.
And through this all, I pray, I meditate, I ask for God and my guides to show me the way. And they are.
Maybe you’re experiencing something challenging as well. It can feel like a dark cloud over our heads sometimes. Like paralysis when we are going through tough times. It can feel hard to even tap into intuition. Sometimes we need another human to help us clear stuff away. We aren’t meant to trudge through this life alone. We need each other to lift us up. This old nonsense of “every man for himself” is just not true or accurate.
So if someone offers to help you, say yes! We are moving back toward communal societies… and in countries like Senegal (where I lived for a year), in spite of not having a lot, people are much happier, as they spend lots of time together and supporting each other. We are learning how to do this in Western society.
As for me, one of the ways that I feel expansive and in my light is to be of service. It feels really good to teach (and offer!) hypnotherapy to this yearlong class, as it stimulates my brain (it’s challenging to teach!) and keeps me on my toes. It’s fascinating to continue to learn about the subconscious mind and how magical it is. (I’m still looking for a volunteer to receive a past life regression as well! See below…)
And I’m also excited to get back into teaching a newer aspect of the Akashic Records soon in this Learn to Read the Akashic Records online class. I have long been wanting to share the more esoteric aspects of the Records that I have experienced, such as the presence of multi-dimensional beings (Pleiadians come up strongly for me), and even the Halls of Amenti, which are connected to the Records and said to be physically located under the Great Pyramid of Giza… hmm.
In the meantime, soak up the sun, smell the flowers, and ask for the highest light to lift you up. Because the light of this all-knowing Source is who you are, and it’s just about remembering to activate this light within. And it will bring you peace like none other.
